The World According to Poetry #23
Jaded
By Stephanie Wood Miller © 2019
They arrive in their thousands daily
Fresh-faced prom queens
Community theater stars
Poets, songwriters, storytellers, writers
Seeking the warmth of stardom
And a reckoning for their talent
Their pens pour fourth ink
Their keyboards tap
Their eyes weep
Their hearts bleed
They stand naked on stages
Dance on blistered and bloodied feet
Sing into padded microphones
Stare in black soulless lenses
And always they hope
Days, months, years pass
They bartend
Work in offices
Hawk cars and gadgets
Eat ramen and beans
Take up smoking
And try shield the dimming spark
Some lose their footing
And descend into delusion
Those who began as dreamers
Evolve into idealists
Or begin fantasizing
Until they find themselves
Watching the sun set into the West
Over a fading blanket if the false gold
Startled by the icy water
Their hearts seal closed
Cold, solid and pale green